So am at dat point where i really hav it all muddled up-upstairs.everything is upstairs right?yeah...emotions r in your mind..a.k.a head, so hey, dont blame me for analysin my emotions.
Lemme see if i can remember dis; SOUL,SPIRIT, AND BODY. D last 2 are self explanatory but d 1st is d most complicated cos its somfin dats quite hard 2 control.really...if u can control that , then ur body is conquered. The soul is made up of the emotions,intellect , and thought/mind....i gues. Yayyyy..gosh! I can stil rememba..afta such a long time. Na wa.
at times i feel my brain is porous.for important things dat is.Junk effortlessly finds its nesting place, whereas what's important finds its way out as i fight desperately to keep it within.*sighs*
How many times hav i learnt ze boring accounts. Debit,credit,assets,bla, bla...even me wey dey int.operations for how many weeks..plus highest in foreign operations 4 trainin schl..tell me mak i com convert forex, abi na xplain d workins of an LC.
So v made a decision. And i love dat decision.its was inspired by mrs.tetra herslf.and of course mr.mr.**stil decidin on d alias to giv him*
So whr were we..analyzn emotions..truly dat one pass me.how do i start, or whr do i start from....d one dat wkends r not so looked forward to cos of d unimaginable stress..and dat no one seems to understand *u shd com home.wat r u doin thr.u dont cal. u dont do dis and u dont do dat*
How bout lettn me make d complaints for a yl ...how bout lettn me tell u how its frustratn not to b d best dat u are , dat u can b...and feelin helpless about it.how bout constantly bein on d road...everyday of d week...draggin up on sats &sund despite splittn headaches...groggy eyes and all its corollaries...how bout hearn dose oda smal things, dose little things dat r FYEO...
Truth be told...tryn to be strong when ur not is tougher dan being weak.hmph!
Enuf ventn.now dats one emotion semi-analyzed cos really..if i shd say it like i feel it ehn**##...lets leav it at that.
D second rantin i shd do wil b....ok,so i hav rzons for sayin a big NOOOO... to a category of persons. i dont even go close...otherwise...as Irving Wallace will say, 'its not for loss of love but for wounded pride'...so question question..pride or love...which one is worth protecting???yeah i knw**yawn.yawn** same same..age old love love.
Ok..gasto go.seriously.wish me luck as i try to FREE MY MIND and live with a LIBERAL SPIRIT...a constant struggle.**sighs*
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